Names on the walls

As is obvious from my last post there will be NO names that aren't anonymous on the wall (the wall is from now on, what I shall call this blog, like a pet name of sorts) unless it is requested by a person to be known by their real name.
I am not telling anyone my name on this blog because sometimes I get this feeling like I want to be someone else. I don't literally want to be someone who is not me, I am proud of who I am and I think everyone should be proud of themselves too, but I don't like letting people see the real me because they can hold it against me.
Another reason I don't want you to know my name is because when I give people Who don't know my name I feel that I am losing a part of how I define myself to how others define me and that feels like I am giving a piece of myself to someone I may not even like but I cannot do anything about due to the way society works.
I have decided to write this blog because I need an outlet, I don't really have a diary but sometimes I get one of my creative writing notebooks out and I write letters,
Usually to the universe
Or my family members
Or my friends
Or teachers
But mainly the universe
They usually go like this:
Dear universe, why are you so goddamn annoying?
And then I list things that make me hate the universe and after that  I list things that keep me going.
Anyway if anyone out there feels the same way then please leave a comment and if you don't then I would be glad to hear/read your counter argument
Dftba (don't forget to be awesome)